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notes to psyche

The only constant in the world is change. Nothing is static. Nothing is permanent. Why does knowing this not comfort me.

I would be rather be fighting hordes of villains than go to work everyday. I would rather face torture than another phone call from a customer. Having an interesting life is said to be a curse. I could do with a good curse right now.

I am occassionally interested in what people think of me. I would rather have someone tell me to my face I am an ass than have them do it behind my back. Am I sanctimonious? Am I a villain? Am I saint? Then other days i dont give a damn.


My friends are everything to me. If they enter my heart I would walk through fire for them with a smile. With a frown I might take a bullet for a stranger.

I hold my own council often. If you really want to know whats on my mind ask. To often I have seen folks assume they knew and were wrong.

I am not the sort of guy people fall for. I am the sort that if nothing else people become comfortable with.

I dont write enough. I should work on that.

Still not king.

I think the world does not make sence no matter how you try and make it, but you have to try. I think people need to make the attempt or go mad.

Mozzarts requiem is good music. So is Johny Cash. Strangely I think actually they would get along.

My but the lady is stunning.

I dont dance and I deny any who say otherwise.

I have been thinking of giving something of myself to peace. But what if I have nothing to give?

Why cant I wake up? Why cant I scream?

All in all I try and be a good man. That is all a man can do but try. I take responsability for my life. I try to make ammends for my mistakes.

I am a fool for my heart. Let me be a fool then and be damned. It makes me happier that way anyway.

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hoshiadam
Mar. 31st, 2006 06:33 pm (UTC)
Why cant I wake up? Why cant I scream?

That is from the 'One' video, by metallica, isn't it?
technoir
Mar. 31st, 2006 07:25 pm (UTC)
Nope.

But a good video though. I think I will look for a copy of it I can download.
virtualmel
Mar. 31st, 2006 06:40 pm (UTC)
I am a fool for my heart. Let me be a fool then and be damned. It makes me happier that way anyway.

Agreed.
technoir
Mar. 31st, 2006 07:27 pm (UTC)
glad you agree milady.
martinhesselius
Mar. 31st, 2006 07:58 pm (UTC)

As are many of us...
technoir
Mar. 31st, 2006 08:11 pm (UTC)
so say we all.
sruna
Mar. 31st, 2006 09:28 pm (UTC)
The only constant in the world is change

Learning this one was an epiphany for me. I remember right when I did, too. I was pulling into a Pizza Hut for lunch and WHAM. I'd been looking for something, ANYTHING I could count on. I did (and, to some extent, still do) find it comforting. At least it's something I know.
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