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Okay I am feeling a bit of a build up at the back of my head. I want to change. I want to find that thing I need for a change. I need a new job, a new home, a new life. Dont get me wrong. I like the people in my life. I just feel like I am trapped in the inertia of my life. An object at rest has a tendency to remain at rest. I feel stuck with out motion in my life. I feel apathy seep into me like water you have been just a little to long. I need a change and I fear i do not know how to reach it.


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Jun. 20th, 2006 07:22 pm (UTC)
Just an observation from someone who has had a lot of change in life. If you want TRUE change, move. New people to meet, finding a new job, learn a new area. That is the fastest way to effect change for me. It makes you break out of the mold you are in. When our old life surrounds us, it is hard to change things.

That said, there are other ways to begin but they are hard. The only true changes I can say that have happened in my life without moving were when I quit my job and went back to school to learn a new career and seek a new job, and when I got divorced and had to reorganize my whole life and priorities.

I also have been having the feelings you are but I cannot be without work to seek a new job, I don't have the money to go back to school and I have three children depending on me. Makes changing things real hard.

Whatever you decide to do just go with it and pursue it fully. Half assed never gets you anywhere I have learned.

Sorry, very rambly post. You brought to mind all the decisions going through my head right now as well.
Jun. 20th, 2006 07:35 pm (UTC)
Occasionally i concider moving but I cant afford to right now. Same with school. I have been studying for my a+ certification. I have family offering to pay for the test and that will help job change possablity.
Jun. 20th, 2006 07:50 pm (UTC)
I know exactly what you mean. Too many of our friends in the area are gone or busy with kids. Personally I am trying to start doing things to break my rut of apathy. You are always welcome to hang out Jenova and me.
Jun. 20th, 2006 09:14 pm (UTC)
You should move to Cary, NC. Everyone is doing it.
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