Okay I am feeling a bit of a build up at the back of my head. I want to change. I want to find that thing I need for a change. I need a new job, a new home, a new life. Dont get me wrong. I like the people in my life. I just feel like I am trapped in the inertia of my life. An object at rest has a tendency to remain at rest. I feel stuck with out motion in my life. I feel apathy seep into me like water you have been just a little to long. I need a change and I fear i do not know how to reach it.