June 20th, 2006

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Okay I am feeling a bit of a build up at the back of my head. I want to change. I want to find that thing I need for a change. I need a new job, a new home, a new life. Dont get me wrong. I like the people in my life. I just feel like I am trapped in the inertia of my life. An object at rest has a tendency to remain at rest. I feel stuck with out motion in my life. I feel apathy seep into me like water you have been just a little to long. I need a change and I fear i do not know how to reach it.

weight loss

I am kind of breaking one of my rules and talking about diet stuff here. But hey it may help keep me focused. eh.

so I decided to go with an online calorie counter at


I like the site. I think it is pretty comprehensive. I think if any of my friends are looking at weight they may want to look at it.

oh and my calorie intake for the day is 2,262. That is about 700 under goal.