September 6th, 2006


All in all a good weekend was had. Did some lazy, did some busy and slept well as well. I have to admit going back to work was not something I looked forward to. I feel like I just stepped back in the quicksand. Oh well I have still felt creative though so I am taking advantage of that. I am trying to write podcast scripts and plot submissions and story ideas and various other things.

My heart is less focused right now. I find myself lonely a lot lately. More so than usual for me. I guess I feel needy or something. I just feel cold and depressed lately and it only seems to lesson when I have someone i can talk to. Does that make me a nut? probably. I do find myself standing alone in the dark lately. It also seems like I am not the only one who feels that way.

Maybe I will feel better tomorrow. I seem to be saying that much these days but I do still hope.

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okay kids I know the european larps ar different than ours in so many ways and yeah we both have strengths and weaknesses......

but damn I want their effects budget!