December 16th, 2008

streams of thought

I am trying real hard, but it feels like I am not.

I am an asshole sometimes.

Yes I do notice even if I play like I don't. I know it is preferred.

Can you be so used to being alone that you just stop trying.

Is this the literary equivalent of ransom?

I want to get into a fight.... a knockdown drag out, bleeding knuckles, feeling like your alive sort of fight.

There are days work drives me crazy and there are days it makes really happy.

Ever feel alone in a crowd?

I am a different person at work than I am when hanging out. Sometimes I forget I am not at work.

I am not completely okay, but I am doing better.

Why is there so much anger over such minor things?

Why am I not angry over something?

Still looking for my missing passion.

Breathing.

Comics related

So I do read some comics lately. There are a lot of crossovers and story events going on. IT sells issues after all and they look good in trade. It is a win/win for the publishers overall. IT has been the source of some complaint in comic circles as it seems like an endless parade of events rather than once a year or so. Secret Invasion, Trinity, Infinite Crisis, 52, Countdown, Final Crisis, Sinestro Corp, Civil War, World War Hulk, The Initiative, Dark Rein and ever onward they go.

Some of them are bad, some of them are mediocre, and occasionally some are pretty good. Of the ones I listed above the only ones I actually hated was Trinity and Countdown. I may be alone among my friends in my enjoyment of the Civil War event. I enjoyed some others as well.

The one I am enjoying right now is the storyline in Justice Society of America. The basics are this. The Justice Society finds a sleeping giant who wakes up. He claims to have been a god of prior age. Gods are not all that unusual in comic worlds so the characters try and deal with it. The giant is called Gog. He promptly walks across Africa performing "miracles". He heals one of the heroes who was deformed and heals the sick as he walks. He provides food to the hungry. He heals the blighted land. When soldiers try and kill civilians, Gog turns them to trees which bear fruit to feed the masses. He grants the wishes of those that suffer the most amoung his followers. In every action he is messianic. He looks evil though. Interestingly though they don't appear to be painting him as evil. In the most recent issue though after 6 days he sits down and explains he only asks one thing for all the good he will gives the world. He asks that they worship him.

I guess the thing I enjoy here is the story is not just an excuse for superpowered being to hit each other. They are asking a lot of interesting questions about faith here and nature of struggle and pain. Now it may jump the rails but right now I am enjoying it.

The one thing in common with this and Civil War and a few of my other fave event storylines is that they are saying some interesting things. They are making you wonder about the philosophy and thought involved in the situation. In Civil War we ask the question if individual liberty is more important than safety? They ask it in a way involving powers but at it's heart that is the question.

Anyways I am done rambling. You should check out JSA and it's associated one shots if you get a chance as it has been very good.