I am studying to get an A+ certification to improve my resume somewhat so i can work in the tech field, which always doesn't seem to have enough jobs to go around. I am finacially speaking in enough of a bind that I may not make it to one of my best friend's in the worlds birthday which irritates me somewhat. I have dreamed a book but just cant seem to put it to paper or keyboard.
I have not had a real romantic entanglement in years. I have plenty of good friends though. World class friends really. Sometimes though, even in a crowd of my closest and dearest friends, I still feel very alone. I am affraid i will be alone for all of my days and will eventually die alone.
anyways thats where i am at.