So yeah I worked out a deal where i will pay 50 bucks a month for roughly 9 years. Of course if I do it for twelve months I will no longer be in default status which i guess is good. I am still angry over the whole situation, but I contacted the department of education in the first place to take care of the outstanding loan. Admitedly it was going to be done on my terms but that was the point. The thing they was wearing on me and still wears on me is that I am just seem to be spinning my wheels financially and maybe slowly loosing ground.
oh well I survived being homeless. I can survive this.
I did find last night that watching the road warrior and writing some in play letters was very theraputic. I felt better afterwards. I hope people enjoyed the letters at least.